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Why Can't I?Why Can’t I?   
If baby birds can learn to fly,  Then why can’t I?   
If the sun rises and falls  Seemingly never to die  Then why must I?   
If sorrow surrounds us  And I feel the need to cry  Then why haven’t I?   
If no one wants to focus  If no one wants to try  Then why, still, do I?   
If everything is based on deceit  Yet I know it’s wrong to lie  Why, still, do I?   
If everyone knew the answers  And never demanded to know why  Would I? Why Can't I?
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OutcastOutcast   
I’m standing outside,  So please let me in.  I want to be friends,  Is that really a sin?   
I’m sitting outside   On the steps…    In the rain   
I’m cold and I’m tired  And my heart is in pain  But I’ll gather my dignity  And weakly, I’ll stand,  Wondering silently  If I will ever truly understand   
I feel like black  In a field of white  But I’ll spread my wings  And, alone, I’ll take flight  I’ll fly until I find someone  Searching for me  Together, Outcast
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MorphedI don’t know  Who I am anymore  Or what it is I want  To be   
I’m haunted by a past  I can’t change  And a future lost,  Obsolete, and shrouded  Within the clouds   
I don’t know what to make  Of friends—  Or enemies  Because sometimes  I find those words to be synonymous   
I’m changing—blooming  Into what I will one day  Be  And while I find myself preparing  For this mysterious  Metamorphosis,  I wonder if the outcome  Will be worth the wait  Or if my cocoons  Will keep me saf Morphed
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OMG!! Today is the DAY!!!

Journal Entry: Wed May 14, 2008, 10:10 AM
As some of you might already know, I am helping =bewarecalamity with the 100 Deviant Challenge...we are featuring 100 deviants throughout the year 0f 2008! For further information check out our community! *The100DProject


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My Side of the World

Hey my peeps! I know I haven't updated this journal in forever, but things have been slightly busier than usual over here in my life. Classes, work, and just about everything else in my life has combined to create a ginormous mess!


I'll update the rest of the info later...at home...for now I just wanna dance...:dance: Today is the day I turn 20!!!! hehe


20 years ago this day, I was born...2 months premature...and not breathing for the first four minutes of my life...I was thought to be mentally retarded...but with the help of my family...I surpassed all who believed me incompitent...and I still do to this day...


:excited::love::dance::excited::boogie::w00t:

Deviant #21:~uvikidd

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Deviant #22:~neuhaus20

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Deviant #23~MissCarriage

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Deviant #24~Prince-Poison


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18. ~Drawing-You-In
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20. ~NeoWorm

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Since I can't seem to keep up with my Faith in Humanity Points on my Signature...I'll hopefully have better luck if I do what =bewarecalamity is doing and put it here...and update it when I can...

Current Faith in Humanity Points: 368

He's perfect...*lovestruck* +3
Reunited with my lost best friend of ten years! +2
Used by (what I considered to be) a really good friend -3
Can't stop fighting with my family -3
Teachers are very understanding about family/medical issues +2
Classes failing because of medication issues -3
Started Out with: 370


This is the link to my Myspace page...I love to make new friends...just let me know you're from here or I won't add you as a friend!!! [link]
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Devious Information

  • Current Age: 19
  • Current Residence: Kansas
  • Interests: Art, writing, reading, shopping
  • Favourite movie: That's a tough one...
  • Favourite band or musician: Evanescence
  • Favourite genre of music: Anything but Rap and most country
  • Favourite poet or writer: Edgar Allen Poe
  • MP3 player of choice: iPod Nano
  • Favourite cartoon character: Sesshoumaru!!!
  • Tools of the Trade: ummm, pencil, thesaurus, dictionary, paper

Devious Comments

~fluff-pup-demon:iconfluff-pup-demon: 1 day 19 hours ago
YOU'VE BEEN HUGGED

Spread the DA love around! (you can copy and paste this message on their userpage!)

RULES:
1- You can hug the person who hugged you!
2- You -MUST- hug 6 other people, at least!
3- You should hug them in public! Paste it on their user page!
4- Random hugs are perfectly okay! (and sweet)
5- You should most definitely get started hugging right away!

Send This To All Your Friends, And Me If I Am 1.
If You Get 7 Back You Are Loved!

1-3 you're a bad friend
4-6 you're an ok friend
7-9 you're a good friend
10-& Up you're a great friend

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ayu: you are my drug. O_O
mark: great, another blonde in rehab...:no:
ayu: NO! THAT'S NOT WHAT I MEANT!
~Amien-ex:iconAmien-ex: 5 days 4 hours ago
Great poems , You write really well...hope you can check out the 2 pieces i have in my gallery, If possible...

keep em coming! :)
~Amien

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Time flies like an arrow, Fruit flies like a banana.
*johannachambers:iconjohannachambers: May 13, 2008, 2:14:53 AM
Thanks so much for the watch! :hug:

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Boycott shampoo! Demand real poo!

Please enter my Unusual Perspectives Contest!!! [link]
~AngelofLostHopes:iconAngelofLostHopes: May 10, 2008, 9:15:58 AM
You're welcome...I'm sure you won't :D

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Be lonely, be evil, be cold, be free.
=SesshysRose:iconSesshysRose: May 9, 2008, 9:42:52 PM
Thank you! I appreciate all of your favs and the watch is greatly appreciated... I hope not to disappoint in the future! :hug:

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Sometimes I wonder if the world would be a better place if I didn't stain it's surface...

=SesshysRose
~AngelofLostHopes:iconAngelofLostHopes: May 7, 2008, 7:00:07 PM
Your poems are absolutely amazing.

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Be lonely, be evil, be cold, be free.
~fluff-pup-demon:iconfluff-pup-demon: May 2, 2008, 8:28:42 PM
THIS GAME HAS A FUNNY / CREEPY OUTCOME.

DO NOT READ AHEAD, JUST DO IT.

IT TAKES ABOUT 3 MINUTES - WORTH A TRY

1st. Get PEN and PAPER

2nd. WHEN CHOOSING NAMES, MAKE SURE THEY ARE REAL PEOPLE THAT YOU ACTUALLY KNOW

3rd. GO WITH YOUR FIRST INSTINCTS !!!!! Very important for good results.

4th. SCROLL DOWN

ONE LINE AT THE TIME
DON`T READ AHEAD
otherwise
YOU WILL RUIN THE FUN.









1. On a blank sheet of paper, WRITE NUMBERS 1 through 11 in a COLUMN on the LEFT.












2. BESIDE the NUMBERS 1 & 2 ,

WRITE DOWN ANY
2 NUMBERS YOU WANT..

DO YOU HAVE A FAVORITE NUMBER?














3. BESIDE the NUMBERS 3 & 7 ,

WRITE DOWN THE NAMES OF TWO MEMBERS
OF THE OPPOSITE GENDER.











CAUTION: DO NOT LOOK AHEAD or IT WILL NOT TURN OUT RIGHT














4. WRITE ANYONES NAME

(like FRIENDS or FAMILY...)
next to 4, 5, & 6 .













DON`T CHEAT OR YOU`LL BE UPSET THAT YOU DID













5. WRITE down FOUR SONG TITLES in 8, 9, 10, & 11
















6. Finally,

MAKE A WISH

















ARE YOU READY?
HERE IS THE

KEY TO THE GAME


1. THE NUMBER of PEOPLE YOU MUST TELL ABOUT THIS GAME is found in

SPACE 2





2. THE PERSON IN SPACE

3 IS THE ONE YOU LOVE






3. THE PERSON YOU LIKE but your relationship CANNOT WORK is in

SPACE 7






4. YOU CARE MOST about the PERSON you put in

SPACE 4







5. THE PERSON YOU NAME IN NUMBER 5 IS THE ONE WHO

KNOWS YOU VERY WELL.







6. THE PERSON YOU NAMED IN 6 IS YOUR

LUCKY STAR







7. THE SONG IN 8 IS THE SONG THAT MATCHES WITH THE

PERSON IN NUMBER 3






8. THE TITLE IN 9 IS THE SONG FOR THE

PERSON IN 7







9. THE 10 TH SPACE IS THE SONG THAT TELLS YOU MOST ABOUT

YOUR MIND






10. AND 11 IS THE SONG TELLING HOW YOU

FEEL ABOUT LIFE






11. NUMBER 1 IS YOUR

LUCKY NUMBER

SEND THIS TO A MINIMUM OF
10 PEOPLE
WITHIN AN HOUR OF READING THIS.



IF YOU DO, YOUR WISH WILL COME TRUE.

IF YOU FAIL TO, IT WILL BECOME THE OPPOSITE

STRANGE HOW IT SEEMS TO WORK

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ayu: you are my drug. O_O
mark: great, another blonde in rehab...:no:
ayu: NO! THAT'S NOT WHAT I MEANT!
*whiteknightjames:iconwhiteknightjames: Apr 29, 2008, 9:16:01 AM
thanks so much for :+fav:ing my work

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Simon Tam: "You're out of your mind!"

Jubel Early: "That's between me and my mind."

______________________

Jim
~fluff-pup-demon:iconfluff-pup-demon: Apr 17, 2008, 3:39:15 PM
it's ok. i luvs you too!
my grandpa with cancer is in the hospital. My dad said he probably has a week left...6 days ago...so I'm just expecting something. My teacher is bashing me, while I'm trying to catch up on grades. I put my rabbit to sleep last week. I haven't been feeling well...and I've been feeling numb for the past month and today in class, I almost broke down and cried. It's been shitty here too..^^; but at least you're feeling better!:glomp: uh...I think >>;;; ttfn

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ayu: you are my drug. O_O
mark: great, another blonde in rehab...:no:
ayu: NO! THAT'S NOT WHAT I MEANT!
=SesshysRose:iconSesshysRose: Apr 17, 2008, 8:32:31 AM
Hehe...thanks...I'm so tired...my mom cussed me out on the phone last night...and now my family won't talk to me at all...so I'm limited on my online abilities until I catch up on homework and life in general...hehe but I still luff you!

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Sometimes I wonder if the world would be a better place if I didn't stain it's surface...

=SesshysRose
~fluff-pup-demon:iconfluff-pup-demon: Apr 15, 2008, 5:28:34 PM
take your time! just wanted to make sure you're okay! X3

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ayu: you are my drug. O_O
mark: great, another blonde in rehab...:no:
ayu: NO! THAT'S NOT WHAT I MEANT!
=SesshysRose:iconSesshysRose: Apr 15, 2008, 5:20:29 PM
Hi friend! :hug::glomp: It's been wayyyyyyy too long since I've been on here...I think I went through withdrawals...hehe...well, gotta talk to ya later!I misseded you!hehe

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Sometimes I wonder if the world would be a better place if I didn't stain it's surface...

=SesshysRose
~fluff-pup-demon:iconfluff-pup-demon: Apr 14, 2008, 7:37:25 PM
hi hun! how are you? I was kinda worried about you, so I wantd to say hi! hope you're feeling better!:hug: I was gonna make you another picture of haji cause I think he's easier, bt I'm still gonna finish edward...eventually. Well, just wanted to say you're loved and hope to hear from you soon! byes!:glomp:

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ayu: you are my drug. O_O
mark: great, another blonde in rehab...:no:
ayu: NO! THAT'S NOT WHAT I MEANT!
~fluff-pup-demon:iconfluff-pup-demon: Apr 11, 2008, 8:59:22 PM
hi hi
Send one to all your friends who you think deserve a hug (which, hopefully includes the person who sent it to you)!!

You might send it to your enemies as well!
It'll really make them stop and think!!!

If you don't receive this back, nobody likes you, and they wish you'd stop bugging them!

If you receive this back 1 time, open up! Find more friends, enemies, or enemies pretending to be friends

If you receive this back 2 times, you're off to a good start! (Unless you sent it to yourself! That's cheating!)

If you receive this back 3 times, you're a good friend.

If you receive this back 4 times, you're truly loved as a friend!!

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YOU'VE BEEN HUGGED!

Spread the DA love around! (you can copy and paste this message on their userpage!)

RULES:
1- You can hug the person who hugged you!
2- You -MUST- hug 6 other people, at least!
3- You should hug them in public! Paste it on their user page!
4- Random hugs are perfectly okay! (and sweet)
5- You should most definitely get started hugging right away

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I like to write about real life events that should have happened in my life ... but today when I was on the subway someone told me to get a life

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ayu: you are my drug. O_O
mark: great, another blonde in rehab...:no:
ayu: NO! THAT'S NOT WHAT I MEANT!
=ChrisDayo:iconChrisDayo: Apr 7, 2008, 9:28:13 AM
Awww I'm glad to hear that :clap: spinning time :XD:
:iconspinplz:

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"It takes 46 muscles to frown but only 4 to flip 'em the bird."

"What you call dog with no legs?
Don't matter what you call him, he ain't gonna come."

:evillaugh::evillaugh::evillaugh::evillaugh::evillaugh:
=SesshysRose:iconSesshysRose: Apr 7, 2008, 8:13:06 AM
Thanks! I can always use love! hehe My friends have been great, and you have all been so understanding!:glomp:

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Sometimes I wonder if the world would be a better place if I didn't stain it's surface...

=SesshysRose
=ChrisDayo:iconChrisDayo: Apr 6, 2008, 3:25:57 PM Mood: Love
Co-leader I hope your hard times will soon be over soon!!!! Just know you are luved :D
:heart::heart::heart::heart:

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"It takes 46 muscles to frown but only 4 to flip 'em the bird."

"What you call dog with no legs?
Don't matter what you call him, he ain't gonna come."

:evillaugh::evillaugh::evillaugh::evillaugh::evillaugh:
~memoryseeker:iconmemoryseeker: Mar 28, 2008, 12:13:23 PM
Eh, I was forced to like her when I was little and girls still had cooties. We've got along ever since...^^;

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Hell no Ayumi!
=SesshysRose:iconSesshysRose: Mar 28, 2008, 8:54:02 AM
lol...Thanks...and I know she's crazy! :giggle: That's why I like her so much! hehe

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Sometimes I wonder if the world would be a better place if I didn't stain it's surface...

=SesshysRose
~memoryseeker:iconmemoryseeker: Mar 27, 2008, 9:21:42 PM
Hi there! Thank you very much for the watch! Ayumi tried telling me that a watch was when someone was actually watching you...O_o That girl is pyschotic I swear...:no:
anyways, you're an amazing writer! It's brilliant actually.

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Hell no Ayumi!
=SesshysRose:iconSesshysRose: Mar 25, 2008, 3:17:37 PM
:giggle:

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Sometimes I wonder if the world would be a better place if I didn't stain it's surface...

=SesshysRose
~fluff-pup-demon:iconfluff-pup-demon: Mar 25, 2008, 3:10:39 PM
:highfive: yep, totally with ya on that...:giggle:

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ayu: you are my drug. O_O
mark: great, another blonde in rehab...:no:
ayu: NO! THAT'S NOT WHAT I MEANT!
=SesshysRose:iconSesshysRose: Mar 25, 2008, 2:04:34 PM
ARGGGGG! Guys are so stupid!!!!!!! They only complicate things in the end! :frustrated:

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Sometimes I wonder if the world would be a better place if I didn't stain it's surface...

=SesshysRose
~fluff-pup-demon:iconfluff-pup-demon: Mar 22, 2008, 7:35:10 PM
I didn't mean that you didn't have bad, cause I really do feel for you! I mean, it will get harder for everyone if he doesn't choose: his current gf, him, and you. He just needs to set his priorities straight, and from what he says, he sounds like he's a pretty nice guy to not want to upset the gf. But he also has to realize that he'll be "upsetting" both you and her by putting it off...^^; He sounds really cool though...I got a new haircut and none of the guys have really talked to me since, but all of the girls are liking my haircut...O_o So I won't have to worry about anymore guy problems...T.T;

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ayu: you are my drug. O_O
mark: great, another blonde in rehab...:no:
ayu: NO! THAT'S NOT WHAT I MEANT!
~Ginichinaruffy:iconGinichinaruffy: Mar 22, 2008, 6:40:47 PM
Ok! Thanks! :D

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Ike - I fight for my cheese
Ike - " Kakuro shiro"
Marth - "Minna, mite te kure!"
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